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Monday, May 30, 2005

Mon, 30 May 2005 05:28:03 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/Evoke

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 22:38:05 GMT

i probably wont be updating this blog anymore since most the ppl who read it are either on my livejournal or myspace list.

if your not and want to keep reading about my boring life feel free to add me.

livejournal: hollierthenthou
myspace: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/8072127

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 00:58:49 GMT

yesturday was so totally fucked up. i think the event's of last month have now been resolved, meaning we now no longer talk at all. Which i think is for the best, it was always argument after argument. that's not a healthy way of living. hopefully time apart will mean maybe one day we can atleast be civil to each other again. it really is a shame that such a good friendship turned out this way.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:32:10 GMT

Mum likes the ocu t-shirt Laci sent me, she think's it looks really nice on. it's actually a perfect fit.

called Allen Miller EARLY this morning, really need to find out how long i'll be able to get a visa for, 90 days is just not worth it all. for some reason i just cant find how many years you can get with a workers visa. i know if i went for a greencard the most i could get is 8 years, but that's for permanent residence. so, think i might call the embassy and just get them to explain it all to me. lol, it's funny... i've been not wanting to call international numbers cos i have to save my money for a passport and visa, yet i've made more international calls this week then i ever have, most of those calls being to Blush and the other calls going to one special person who is worth paying the money to call.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 04:41:17 GMT

My friend Jess B celebreated her 21st bday last night, even though her bday isn't until next month, but she wont be here for it... so hence the party last night. Unfortunetly it was kind of a boring party, but Jess seemed to have fun which is the only important thing.

Ran into Emily, who i haven't seen since... october, and the first thing she said to me was 'i hear you have a new band' and i'm just like what? she didn't say band, she said beau. So naturally i ask 'where'd you hear that?' she said from David. Later that night i ask David if he told Emily that i had a boyfriend, i'm like 'but i dont', David says 'not yet.'
So what i found out from that is that Matt wants to officially be my boyfriend, which just makes me really think that i should not continue things with him since i wont be here. Though i would really like to continue things and see where it goes, it just wouldn't be fair to Matt. Maybe i should just tell him about moving to america and if he wants to keep seeing me until i go or whatever. Eh, i dont know.

Friday, February 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 02:51:54 GMT

about an hour ago i got a phone call from the members of Blush.
I gotta tell ya, my gut has been telling me that i would be staying in australia and my gut has never been wrong, it was right 3 years ago and it was right last month, but this time... it was wrong. Am very happy to say that i am the guitarist Blush want. They loved my recordings and they want me... me!

So have to apply for a visa and get my passport. Hopefully i can get a visa for atleast a year cos otherwise there wouldn't be much point in going.

don't think i'll be telling my real life friends bout this until i have an actual date of when i'll be leaving though, might be an idea to not continue things with Matt also... damn.

i can't get this smile off my face at the moment and all i can really say is, wow.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 20:40:17 GMT

songs recorded last night and i just sent em off. did em all except for Like A Stone. I couldn't get the effects for it and it just sounded crap without em.

now i just gotta wait for them to answer *crosses fingers*

so tired

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 00:34:17 GMT

Head left KoRn... for our lord jesus christ... wtf? since when was Head religious?

bloody unexpected news, those guys are lords of their intruments, am just glad i got to see em live with Head.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 06:41:12 GMT

spent most the day practicing guitar. Pretty much have all the songs learnt for Blush, just need to learn the solo's for Santeria and The Middle. What a bitch Santeria is to play, i hate playing ska songs... mainly cos they are just boring songs to play but the picking in this one was really starting to shit me. Got it all done now though. So tonight after the new Simpsons and The OC i'll be learning to solo's so i can get these songs (which i now hate) recroded tomorrow night.

Really just want to know if i'm going to america or not so i know if i need to get myself a passport and visa. Was looking at that green card lottery today, would be good if i had up to $250 to spare, alas i do not... atleast not this week.

Anyways, that's it for today. Damn myspace blog's being down

Monday, February 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 03:25:52 GMT

hmm... let's see... matt called me again today (whoops, i never got round to calling him), just had a little chat and we're goin to a friends 21st together this weekend... that'll be interesting since most my friends know i like chicks, they'll be a little confused haha. The general reaction to it all seems to be that of shock, except for one person... she said i was 'letting the team down' and she 'hope's it doesn't work out.' I had to laugh at that.

oh, Blush called me again today, cept the damn phone kept breaking up and we couldn't hear each other. I emailed them anyway. Will be recording the list of songs they gave me this wednesday night, so hopefully will find out whats happening come the weekend. If all goes well, then i'm assuming they'll be flying me over to tennessee (or however u spell it). I had a look at the USA map, now i know where that is haha. And it's only 2 states away to both my friends i wanna visit over in the states, so hopefully i'll get to do that before the band moves to new orleans... all this depending of course of weither or not i get into the band.