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My friend Jess B celebreated her 21st bday last night, even though her bday isn't until next month, but she wont be here for it... so hence the party last night. Unfortunetly it was kind of a boring party, but Jess seemed to have fun which is the only important thing.

Ran into Emily, who i haven't seen since... october, and the first thing she said to me was 'i hear you have a new band' and i'm just like what? she didn't say band, she said beau. So naturally i ask 'where'd you hear that?' she said from David. Later that night i ask David if he told Emily that i had a boyfriend, i'm like 'but i dont', David says 'not yet.'
So what i found out from that is that Matt wants to officially be my boyfriend, which just makes me really think that i should not continue things with him since i wont be here. Though i would really like to continue things and see where it goes, it just wouldn't be fair to Matt. Maybe i should just tell him about moving to america and if he wants to keep seeing me until i go or whatever. Eh, i dont know.